Saturday, September 24, 2011

MUM AND DAD

mum and dad i miss u so much!!~i miss to heard the voice of you,the way you scold me,i miss everything..the time are really past so fast..it had been 18 years i stay by you side all this time..from the day i came to this world till i learn to walk and call you "mum" and "dad"..you know both of you are the biggest gift that i had in my life is a gift that given from god to me..i will never realize it if i not went far from you..come here make me learn about life it make me slowly understand to appreciate people around me.There a time when i really realize at you are slowly become older..tat time was when i was sat watch next to dad and i watch he face clearly tat time i realize tat i never been once watch clearly my dad face since i young..at tat moment i saw my dad he having a white hair and the eyeball like a old people..he very look very thin and look very tired even he never say it out..and i been thinking i had less to watch dad laugh it make me felt sad because the he put he time only on he work..he work so hard everyday even he tired he ever blame on us..wat we wan he always give..tat time i felt so hurt asking my self how i wish i can help my father..so do with my mum both of them really2 try hard for our life. when im reach here i had been think so many2 thing and there a much of question on myself..how can i dont realize wat their do for me actually is the way they love me..how can i being such selfish but thank to them that i still have a change to show them how i love them how important are them to me in my life...i really2 love them there many2 thing tat they do for me tat i cant replace it to the words..so please dun worry i will strong enough because in other day is next to me to take care of you..ILY mum and dad..

Thursday, September 15, 2011

祝福~

我只能说希望你开心。。但我是不会说声祝福的话不是应为我还放不开是应为我不是那么伟大的人。但对你我也没恨所有你做的只是偶尔想起一切心里会很痛。。会更恨自己。。就算在那短短的时间还是谢谢你说过那句爱我的话。。谢谢你让我感觉到被爱的慈味。。谢谢你给过的拥抱。。还有谢谢你让我更懂的去爱与珍惜我该真真在乎的人。。对你什么感觉都没了剩下的就是你留下的那个很深的疤痕。。就算偶尔会痛能做的只是忍啊。。所以呢只希望你能更懂的珍惜所有在你身边的人。。^^有段时间真的很温暖的感觉尤其那个热温温的一杯热巧克力。。就把一切删除掉不要在把它当成回忆。。而我在还是会比你更开心。