MUM AND DAD

mum and dad i miss u so much!!~i miss to heard the voice of you,the way you scold me,i miss everything..the time are really past so fast..it had been 18 years i stay by you side all this time..from the day i came to this world till i learn to walk and call you "mum" and "dad"..you know both of you are the biggest gift that i had in my life is a gift that given from god to me..i will never realize it if i not went far from you..come here make me learn about life it make me slowly understand to appreciate people around me.There a time when i really realize at you are slowly become older..tat time was when i was sat watch next to dad and i watch he face clearly tat time i realize tat i never been once watch clearly my dad face since i young..at tat moment i saw my dad he having a white hair and the eyeball like a old people..he very look very thin and look very tired even he never say it out..and i been thinking i had less to watch dad laugh it make me felt sad because the he put he time only on he work..he work so hard everyday even he tired he ever blame on us..wat we wan he always give..tat time i felt so hurt asking my self how i wish i can help my father..so do with my mum both of them really2 try hard for our life. when im reach here i had been think so many2 thing and there a much of question on myself..how can i dont realize wat their do for me actually is the way they love me..how can i being such selfish but thank to them that i still have a change to show them how i love them how important are them to me in my life...i really2 love them there many2 thing tat they do for me tat i cant replace it to the words..so please dun worry i will strong enough because in other day is next to me to take care of you..ILY mum and dad..

祝福~

我只能说希望你开心。。但我是不会说声祝福的话不是应为我还放不开是应为我不是那么伟大的人。但对你我也没恨所有你做的只是偶尔想起一切心里会很痛。。会更恨自己。。就算在那短短的时间还是谢谢你说过那句爱我的话。。谢谢你让我感觉到被爱的慈味。。谢谢你给过的拥抱。。还有谢谢你让我更懂的去爱与珍惜我该真真在乎的人。。对你什么感觉都没了剩下的就是你留下的那个很深的疤痕。。就算偶尔会痛能做的只是忍啊。。所以呢只希望你能更懂的珍惜所有在你身边的人。。^^有段时间真的很温暖的感觉尤其那个热温温的一杯热巧克力。。就把一切删除掉不要在把它当成回忆。。而我在还是会比你更开心。

my first result in segi collage!!~

Thanks god for everything!~with that result i felt very graceful..at least i dun let my family down..mum dad i wanna to be more improve i wanna be like sally got strength A i really really wanna show them that i can do i wan to challenge my capability for everything!~~...this time there will a double effort i will give more then double...加油吧~！！go go go OLIVIA you can do it..!!~~

心中的花園 heart garden - MIKE HE

This song was killing me damn so nice song i LOVE LOVE IT MUCH and also MIKE HE he so cute like always.. damn falling it love with he..auuuwww..HE JUN XIANG you the best one I LOVE YOU!!! YOU MY IDOL!~ahhahaha

this the lyrics of the song its full of meaning and the feel that i feel..=) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

喜歡看你傻傻的表情
好像全世界都很平靜
或許是老天爺特別的疼你
果然愛情悄悄地降臨
這種快樂并不必懷疑
或許你只需要睜大眼睛
用心地體會這種美好的滋味
有一天你會真的了解

多么希望幸福在你身邊
看你的愛情有個完美句點
再給我一點時間
要繪出一個畫面
是你轉身微笑的澀臉
多么希望祝福圍繞你身邊
像許多白鴿飛舞的藍天
讓你追逐的世界
變得那么確切
慢慢畫著心中的花園

LOVE LOVE LOVE the most lyrics i love is the one that 多么希望幸福在你身邊 ..hehehe..im crazy of mike he..!~

sometime

Sometime it really feel different..i can feel tat happiness but it not the happiness that i finding it different..although how much i wan that happiness but i noe i will never know never feel the true of the happiness of the other side of my heart..wat i can just seeing other happiness and just keep on smile with the happiness that i got..i really apperciate tat even i noe that a human being like us will be greedy to get more the happiness butb im very thankful for wat i have..dun wanna to feel that pain that i dun know to cover it properly..because for every pain i have us all my strengh my time to heal those pain..i noe i will be fine..but why?? still when im alone those pain will make me sad make me remind everything..but it okay..really okay~some how human a something that hard to understand even how much i want to know more..

Them~ FAMILY

 Them who are the one that always stay by my side whenever i need them..the one that i call FAMILY. For a long time, i always say that i never can felt the love that they give me, the warm that they give all this time and sometime i will blame on that thing. Till im 18 when the day i leaving them far away, i started to know started to understand that all this time the one that always scold me, always make me angry, make me felt unloved actually the one that always care, stay by my side, always protect me and the one that loving me with they warm heart that they never show to me how much they love me...they are my family the people that i love so much. i realize everything when i far away from them i know they scold me it actually all for my own good, they the one that actually protect me from being attract with the evil..im very thankful for the god that im not too late to know everything that they do..and i know they have been try so hard for all this time just for they daughter and son. Mum and Dad i know that how you love us..and so do we love you..mum and dad having this chance to study at here i will do my best i will not make you worry, coz mum and dad im you daughter. im 18 thanks for the chance that you have give me to let you proud..i hope i can make you proud as you daughter..i will be strong enough..MUM AND DAD I LOVE YOU!!..THANK EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO FOR ME.

BURN OIL~

exam are coming!!~..it so scary..fuh~..everyday burn oil to study..i really hope that i can get my result in flying colour..even sleepy i still wanna to do because i do myself and my family that put their hope on me..i do want to let them down anymore..just for two day...after it i can sleep well so now is time to stdy..time to fighting!!!! GAMBATEH !! YOSH!!!!.....I CAN DO IT!!~