Mummy Words

Today is Wednesday, is rainy day here. :) a few hour ago, i just came back from collage and then i start to surf  internet like always I do. First thing that i do are log in into my facebook XD.. then i check out my notification i saw my mum comment on my photo. i click it, guess what i saw? i saw a words from a mother heart. The comment was sound like this " i (mummy) was realized that my baby girl before just big as a my hand and now she already grow up become a big girl. time passed so fast.." when i done read it i was like so touch, my eyes was watering. That time i was really really really thanks to god giving me a chance a precious chance that i would will never had again. A chance to appreciate my family and people around me because of some incident  it awake me from all my mistake, my ego, my stubbornness. It make me realized that for all this time they the one that always giving me love, warm place and always protect me. That day, the worst nightmare for me i keep praying to god and keep remember my family if that day something really happen on me i cant imagine what will happen to me right now. i feel shame, so sorry to them but thanks for the god he listen i pray to him he gave me energy so that i can be that strong. But now, i really understand what happen to me there a reason why it happen. From the incident, i got the lesson from it and now i know how to appreciate the people that i love and love me. and one thing i really sure that god always stay by our side he always helping us. There also family and friends that always stay by my side. i really appreciate my life that i have now.

First time

Everything is about what had i through this month, i met new friend, new thing and other. it started when my friend S invited me go to beach with she and her brother. yes, there also have another people which was their friends. and tell the true i'm not the one that good in having social with others. sometimes it make me hard to getting close to them especially guy. so, after the first meeting with them i started to getting knew more friends of them. when i first saw them, i keep asking myself that wow "how do they can be that good in communicate with others" you know what when i saw suddenly i felt like i wanna be like them i want to learn how to communicate with them so that i can mix with them. i also felt like i want to know more, learn more so that i can had a topic to share with them because my knowledge was so limited. that make me hard to started a conversation because there a lot thing that i cant catch up. actually, there so much that i can learn from them since i know them. my friend also invited me to her church, you know the feeling that you have that you so peace, safe and there a place for that always for you. that what i felt when i was in there, my heart was touch, it like i can see for i am really are all the pressure, stress, problem seem like all are gone away..i felt so peace just like before.. when i saw the group of people it really open my heart and mind to take a chance of my life.