First time

Everything is about what had i through this month, i met new friend, new thing and other. it started when my friend S invited me go to beach with she and her brother. yes, there also have another people which was their friends. and tell the true i'm not the one that good in having social with others. sometimes it make me hard to getting close to them especially guy. so, after the first meeting with them i started to getting knew more friends of them. when i first saw them, i keep asking myself that wow "how do they can be that good in communicate with others" you know what when i saw suddenly i felt like i wanna be like them i want to learn how to communicate with them so that i can mix with them. i also felt like i want to know more, learn more so that i can had a topic to share with them because my knowledge was so limited. that make me hard to started a conversation because there a lot thing that i cant catch up. actually, there so much that i can learn from them since i know them. my friend also invited me to her church, you know the feeling that you have that you so peace, safe and there a place for that always for you. that what i felt when i was in there, my heart was touch, it like i can see for i am really are all the pressure, stress, problem seem like all are gone away..i felt so peace just like before.. when i saw the group of people it really open my heart and mind to take a chance of my life.