sometime

Sometime it really feel different..i can feel tat happiness but it not the happiness that i finding it different..although how much i wan that happiness but i noe i will never know never feel the true of the happiness of the other side of my heart..wat i can just seeing other happiness and just keep on smile with the happiness that i got..i really apperciate tat even i noe that a human being like us will be greedy to get more the happiness butb im very thankful for wat i have..dun wanna to feel that pain that i dun know to cover it properly..because for every pain i have us all my strengh my time to heal those pain..i noe i will be fine..but why?? still when im alone those pain will make me sad make me remind everything..but it okay..really okay~some how human a something that hard to understand even how much i want to know more..